Friday, June 8, 2012

I don't know what this title should be.

Something that has been bugging me for a while, is the fact that I have an inability to cry.  Like, when I was younger, whenever I would watch a sad movie, I would always struggle to not tear up, because I have always thought that crying suggested weakness.  However, nowadays I can't seem to cry anymore.  This kind of started when I was at the theater watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2.  There was so much sadness and death in this movie, and although it made me sad, I didn't even tear up.  I get so frustrated these days because I always will myself to cry when something sad happens, but the tears never come.  It even makes me wonder whether there's anything wrong with me.  And just recently, I saw this thing that said that if you have an inability to cry, you're weak.  Um, what? That really confuses me.  You'd think that crying would be a sign of weakness, and strength would be the inability to cry.  But...apparently not.  It really upsets me because, I mean, who wants to be told that they're weak?  No one.  I, like everyone else, want to be a strong person.  I'm just confused.  Okay, bye.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Well, uh, hi.

"I will post everyday on this blog," she said.  Oh, well.  I'm not exactly good at blogging.  Not because I'm bad at writing, which I think I'm actually fairly good at, mind you, but because my life isn't exactly...exciting.  Because it is summer vacation, instead of being at school, I'm sitting at home all day...on Tumblr.  How am I supposed to blog about that? However, even though most of the time I'm sitting on my bum while drinking coffee and scrolling through the internet, there are occasions where I actually have some type of a life, and that's what I'll be telling you about from now on.  For example, I'll be going on vacation on June 20-22, and I'll definitely have a lot to say about that. But for now...